LIFE AND LOVE HAPPENS
That moment when you know you really love
someone. But, she only sees you a very good 'friend', yet, she's loving someone
who doesn't love her in equal measure.
You know beyond every doubt (both reasonable and unreasonable) that you would love her better if given the chance.You stay awake all night thinking of when she'll finally find out that you'll always be there for her; that you love her so much you can't bear to see a tear form in those beautiful brown eyes of hers, save for tears of joy. And, when she doesn't, you keep wondering what you did wrong; what you didn't say right or what you should have said but didn't.
But, you see, that's the way life is. We can't always have what we want.
So, when I saw Precy looking so dejected and confused, I asked her, "nne, what is it?"
"It’s Emmy oh." She feigned a smile - a curve on her lips that spoke nothing but deep sadness.
I silently prayed he didn't heartlessly throw her heart down the gutter, perhaps, I would have taught him a big lesson on what it really meant to be a real man. Ever since I've known Precy, it had always been Emma. In fact, she calls him 'my handsome', of which he'd always reply with a sheepish smile planted firmly on oval-shaped face.
"What about Emma?"
"I can't marry him." She said finally, like she'd finally accepted her fate. "I'll now have to marry the other guy." She planted a hand on her hips.
I looked into her face, studying it. "Why can't you marry Emmy?" Anybody that knows the two would agree that their marriage together was almost a done deal. So, why the sudden confusion?
"It's God's will," she said. She looked at me and knew I needed more clarification. "About four different men of God has asked me not to marry Emma if I want peace and happiness in my home." Thick folds of skin formed on her forehead as her frustration was to obvious to ignore.
"Uhm...uhm..." I stammered as I sought for words - the right words, but I found none. What was I supposed to tell her? Don't mind them and marry your 'obi' or listen to them so you'd have peace in your home? Because finally, the consequence of whatever decision she decides to make is of course, her's and her's alone.
"Chuka, I honestly don't know what to do. Emma is my love. Even if I end up marrying this other guy, I won't stop loving Emma."
"What's Emma's reaction to all of this." I finally found my voice.
"When I first told him, he fainted."
But you see? That's life. We don't always get what we want. Many people will prefer to describe life as being unfair. But, is it? Well, time they say, tells. Precy might end up not marrying the guy she's madly in love with but marry the other guy who loves her so much but who she doesn't share the same level of love with.
In situations like this, trust yourself less (in fact, don't trust yourself at all) and trust God more. 'Cause at the end, it's not just about our feelings, choice or even decisions. It's about seeing things through His eyes and letting Him lead us. If you think you are in love and he/she doesn't return the favour, then he/she wasn't meant to. If they're meant to, they will. Only time will tell.
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You know beyond every doubt (both reasonable and unreasonable) that you would love her better if given the chance.You stay awake all night thinking of when she'll finally find out that you'll always be there for her; that you love her so much you can't bear to see a tear form in those beautiful brown eyes of hers, save for tears of joy. And, when she doesn't, you keep wondering what you did wrong; what you didn't say right or what you should have said but didn't.
But, you see, that's the way life is. We can't always have what we want.
So, when I saw Precy looking so dejected and confused, I asked her, "nne, what is it?"
"It’s Emmy oh." She feigned a smile - a curve on her lips that spoke nothing but deep sadness.
I silently prayed he didn't heartlessly throw her heart down the gutter, perhaps, I would have taught him a big lesson on what it really meant to be a real man. Ever since I've known Precy, it had always been Emma. In fact, she calls him 'my handsome', of which he'd always reply with a sheepish smile planted firmly on oval-shaped face.
"What about Emma?"
"I can't marry him." She said finally, like she'd finally accepted her fate. "I'll now have to marry the other guy." She planted a hand on her hips.
I looked into her face, studying it. "Why can't you marry Emmy?" Anybody that knows the two would agree that their marriage together was almost a done deal. So, why the sudden confusion?
"It's God's will," she said. She looked at me and knew I needed more clarification. "About four different men of God has asked me not to marry Emma if I want peace and happiness in my home." Thick folds of skin formed on her forehead as her frustration was to obvious to ignore.
"Uhm...uhm..." I stammered as I sought for words - the right words, but I found none. What was I supposed to tell her? Don't mind them and marry your 'obi' or listen to them so you'd have peace in your home? Because finally, the consequence of whatever decision she decides to make is of course, her's and her's alone.
"Chuka, I honestly don't know what to do. Emma is my love. Even if I end up marrying this other guy, I won't stop loving Emma."
"What's Emma's reaction to all of this." I finally found my voice.
"When I first told him, he fainted."
But you see? That's life. We don't always get what we want. Many people will prefer to describe life as being unfair. But, is it? Well, time they say, tells. Precy might end up not marrying the guy she's madly in love with but marry the other guy who loves her so much but who she doesn't share the same level of love with.
In situations like this, trust yourself less (in fact, don't trust yourself at all) and trust God more. 'Cause at the end, it's not just about our feelings, choice or even decisions. It's about seeing things through His eyes and letting Him lead us. If you think you are in love and he/she doesn't return the favour, then he/she wasn't meant to. If they're meant to, they will. Only time will tell.
Follow me on twitter: @chukkychuks24
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